Jan 18, 2026 14 min read body 'i ruined my body when i was young, and i hate paying the price' "I knew better, I still wronged myself, and it hurts too much." photo by Casey Johnston This post is for paid subscribers only. You must log in and/or upgrade to read it. Sign in with Email One moment... Please click the link in your email for access! Something went wrong. Please try again.